Lent-God-spirituality

Seek light

One of the gifts of retreat is that in the slowing down and stepping away from daily life and routines, it is easier to pay attention to what God is stirring up inside me, to notice what I notice and to take time to reflect on what I notice. It is the practice of mindfulness, and quiet days of retreat offer ample time to pay attention to God.

Coming back from retreat and stepping back into life challenges me to find ways to slow down during the day and continue to notice what is catching my attention.

I once heard someone explaining Lectio Divina using the image of the sun shimmering on the ocean—the way that glistening is difficult to miss and can be mesmerizing.Lent-God-spiritualityWatching the sun rise over water is an image that returns to me repeatedly. I don’t take many pictures, but whenever I am blessed to see the sun rising over water, out comes my camera. Perhaps because it is such a concrete example of light breaking through the darkness.

Praying with Isaiah 58:1-9 the other day, the phrase, then your light shall break forth like the dawn, brought to mind many times I have watched the sun rise over a wide expanse of water.

Every sunrise is different, depending on the clouds, but every sunrise speaks to me of potential and blessing. Every morning brings a chance to try again, to start over. Watching the darkness recede and the sky fill with light reminds me of that gift of hope that God gives me again and again.

If yesterday wasn’t the best day, if I was judgmental or critical or impatient, God gives me another chance today to do things differently, to try another way.Lent-God-spiritualityTell people there’s another way, was something my friend Jim instructed me during the weeks before he died. The other way he was referring to was one of trust and hope, rather than fear and despair. His other way meant living fully and thanking God for everything. In the face of the death, he believed in life.

Words and images from that time of Jim’s illness and death are coming back to me this Lent. I am doing something new, (Isaiah 43:19) God is telling me again this Lent. What that is, I have yet to discover. I just need to pay attention, stay open, look toward the light and be ready to say yes.Lent-God-spirituality

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10 thoughts on “Seek light

  1. thedeepthinker12

    I had an experience like this on a trip my family took. We were camping and I went down to the dock to play some guitar. This was early (obviously) and when I saw the sunrise, I stopped mid-song and just stared for like 10 minutes. It was like I was frozen in time. Love that about God. He just grabs you and is like, “Hey! Pay attention!” 😀

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  2. Jane Banik

    Jim would be happy to know his impact on your life and what greater vehicle than the sun rise or set!

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  3. Karen

    Beautiful words; beautiful pictures! Thanks for sharing, Madeline. I’m a little behind on your blogs, but I think of you often. Ron and Melanie return to the states in 2 more weeks…for good! Time sure goes fast, doesn’t it?

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  4. annemarielom

    This also brings to mind the reading at Christmas, “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light.” It is one of my favorite Christmas scriptures. Thank you, Madeline, for another inspiring posting.

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