Whatever’s easiest,
I tell myself.
Dodging drama and sidestepping hurdles,
ignoring naysayers
in favor of hope.
Embracing peace and tranquility.
Paying attention to my breathing and seeking balance.
Wanting to be in alignment—mind, body, spirit.
But after a life of accepting challenges and
facing obstacles,
of double dares and digging my heels in,
of resistance and standing up for people and causes,
this new way of life can seem
just too easy.
Where is the struggle?
The overcoming?
The sense of achievement?
How do I measure success when it comes too easily?
How do I know accomplishment if there is no pushback?
How do I walk side-by-side, instead of turning to confront head-on?
How do I let go and allow others take up the battle cry?
Can I settle myself in for a time of serenity?
Perhaps this is the wisdom of aging.
Thought provoking questions…thanks for sharing.
My pleasure. It is a challenge to let go and lean into life (rather than resisting).
Our anectdotage can certainly be a challenging time in our lives. Thanks for putting it so clearly.
Thank you!